Wishlist

I'm a human, like any other humans I have wants. Haha! And I want to have this things on my list starting this Christmas season 'till I graduate from College (1 and 1/2 year from now) from my savings and of course deals with my mom regarding my grades.

*the things on my wishlist doesn't only include materials wants but also the places that I want to go on a trip with my friends.

1. Apple Ipod Nano 5th gen (mom promised to buy this for me this Christmas)
2. Canon Lens (EF 50mm f/1.8 II)
3. Canon lens hood
4. Canon lens filter
5. Tripod
6. Camera bag from Crumpler or Logic case
7. Jansport bag
8. Books! (Neil Gaiman, Rick Riordan and etc)
9. Lace up shoes from Bayo
10. Loafers from Forever 21
11. Of course, in every girls list - Clothes, bags and shoes!
12. Trip with my friends in Enchanted Kingdom
13. Subic!
14. Corregidor trip
15. Puerto Galera
16. Photography class with Sir Nicolay
17. Photowalk with my camera buddies

Wishlist after my graduation and as soon as I landed a stable job:

1. Graduate on time!
2. Land a job
3. Amanpulo trip with my loves in 2019 (Ayie, Rome, Alex, and Peevi)
4. Car (Vios or Civic)
5. House for my mom
6. Buy the house in Ayala Alabang. Haha! (It was my deal with my cousin)
7. Get married with _______ and live my life!

Cry and laugh but you will always LOVE

This blog addressed to Mr. Jorge Patrick Danal

I'm his girl and I know that he is mine.

Quoted from my friend, Kim Arsenio via her text message: "NO MEN, NO PAIN. KNOW MEN, KNOW PAIN."

Last night when I was talking with him. Because for two straight days we are quarreling 'coz of our personal issues with each other like he feels that I don't care about him anymore, he misses me as being childish, I always choose my friends over him and so on. As for me, he's being arrogant all the time, he doesn't know how to listen, when to shut up when I'm talking to him.

Through out our conversation, I want to punch him, I want to punch on something or grab something hard and throw it right into his face 'coz I was freakin' angry at him. He also made me choose to whether work things out or leave him for good.

I was shouting, crying, trying to control myself and lowering my voice 'coz I don't want my mom to hear me and ask me of such things after. I badly want to end up that day, go to sleep, dream and wake up forgetting everything that happened during that night but I can't - I shouldn't, I must face him.

I let him rant all the things that he wanted to tell me, I listened to him. I tend to stay quiet and restrain myself from giving out any comments until he is finished. And as soon as he is done with everything I told him, "why do you choose to stay?" When you're saying that I don't appreciate the things that you are doing for me, for us. Why do you choose to stay with me whereas I'm pretty sure there are lots of girls out there who is more appreciative and caring than me.  And BANG! A moment of silence, no one's speaking. Then suddenly he answered' "shit naman oh! hindi kasi kita maiwan,"

The night ended up with laughters, sweetness and asking him to buy me Jawbreakers (our all-time favorite).

I admit it, I'm a bitch to him, outspoken, stubborn and ma-pride all the time. In the 4 years and countless months of having him by my side I can say that we've been through a lot of fights and quarrels and this is just one of those. And I'm glad that through it all, we were able to surpass every bit.

"I can be his source of laughter and happiness. His reason to smile every single day that I am with him.

I can also be the reason for his tears and sadness.

But most of all,

I am his only reason that he is full of love."

I'm Pamela Cabrera and he is Jorge Patrick Danal. I know that he is mine and I'm proud and happy to say that I am his girl.

No editing - THEOUTTAKES

Rainy evening, cold feeling makes a person feel bored and lousy. But that doesn't work for me! So here I am sitting in front of my laptop jotting down my first blog again (I just hope that I'll can keep up with this every day).

I missed blogging. For a very long time I stopped writing blogs, I even stopped writing on my journal. Don't ask me why 'coz I'll be giving you the same reason - I became BUSY with a lot of things in my life (you know what I'm talking about). But that is not an excuse. I know that it must be maintained (one blog per day or 3 blogs a week will do). As my professor/s tells us that writing on a journal or blogging helps our writing skills enhanced and it's a good practice too.

'nuff said, I made my own blog site for my write ups and photos captured significantly for the readers. It was entitled theouttakes which means in the field of films they are known as the "bloopers" or the portion in a director's work that are removed in the editing process and will not be included in the final product (according to Wikipedia.org).

Contrary to this, bloopers, candids and unwanted scenes makes a man's moment in life noteworthy. It shows the real action, the true scenario of a certain event. theouttakes shows the unedited clips of life, good or bad, making mistakes or getting things right, laughter or tears, and victory or defeats.

No edits will be done in this blogs. Only the true pictures and stories happening out and about.