Pages

Monday, August 22, 2011

Favorite place to think

© PAMELA CABRERA
Thinking place.

I've always wanted to go back to this place.
Somewhere in Taguig City.
Not far from the civilization and modernity.
Yet, it is a place where there is peace and quiet.
A good lighting for a perfect photo-scape.
A nice atmosphere to think and make your mind at peace.
Away from all the distractions on this world.

Been longing to visit this place again.
Soon. I will. Soon.# -PTC



If it's His will, let it be done

I've been thinking for a while if I'll take Law after graduating from Journalism, my mom wants me to but I'm thinking to work as soon as I graduate. I've been praying for it - for the answers and signs that God might provide in order for me to make my decision upon this matter. But I never expected that His answers will come very soon (the least I expected it).

Last Sunday (August 21, 2011) during our service in our church I asked God for answers whether I'll take Law or not, I asked Him to give me signs for my decision to make. I even talked about my mom that night what school is best to take Law courses - she suggested some but I am still undecided about it.

Yesterday (August 22, 2011) our original room was at Room 112 for our Ethics class then it was moved in Room 201 since we will be watching a movie. As soon as I stepped inside the room, I saw a note on the left side of the whiteboard regarding the Law School Forum on Thursday and Mock Exam on Saturday at ATENEO. I considered this as a "coincidence", an accident then I thought I need more signs - "other" sign I guess.

During the latter part of our Broadcast Journalism class, the Journalism President went in our room give an announcement. *goosebumps* it was again about the Law School Forum which will take part on Thursday and person/s interested needs to sign-up for the said event. Again *GOOSEBUMPS*. Is this it? Is this the "other" sign am waiting for? It's kinda weird because the answers and signs am asking came quickly to my surprise.

Without hesitations, I signed to attend the event.

I told my mom as soon as I got home about what happened. She's happy about it and started checking some Law Schools - San Beda College and UP Diliman. We have agreed that I'll be a working student by then, I'll be the one to support my allowance thus my tuition will be shouldered by my mom.

I don't know why God gave me all this answers, I know it's His will and I believe He has His own purpose why He wants me to do this. I don't know what it is but one thing is for sure: "If it is His will, let it be done".# -PTC

Sunday, August 14, 2011

Creative shot?

I know matagal pa ang October for our official Graduation pictorial schedule. Feeling ko dilemma ng almost lahat is kung ano ang gagawin para sa Creative shot nila. Syempre problema ko din yun and since eto lang yung mga naisip kong idea na madaling mahanapan ng damit (at may damit na rin ako). Help me decide kung ano mas okay! Thank you!

All images I got were from Google search, so random sources of photos lang siya.
Other creative shot ideas are also welcome! :)

#1 COWGIRL

#2 HIPPIE

HIPPIE

HIPPIE/BOHO
CLEOPATRA
(Costume I used during Mr. & Ms. Sapphire way back in HS)


World of dreams, world of trap

Since preliminary exams are over, it's time for some movie marathon! Just watched this afternoon Neil Gaiman's Caroline, now I want to get a copy of his book to actually read it on text.

--

Reality has no perfection. There is no such word as "perfection" is fit to describe the world. Everything, everywhere in this world where we actually live has its loopholes, it is only in our dreams we find all things in perfect order - just as how we want it or wished they were.

Just like how the world was perceived in the movie, in a small unit of the community - our family, it is evident how the young lady suffered from being ignored by her own parents. Busy doing their own stuff - sticking their heads on their computers *clack-clack-clack*, tickling on their keyboard keys without even paying attention to what their daughter seeks to them - ATTENTION. A little attention won't harm both parties.

However, a small tiny - a passage towards her ideal world. A perfect world - with a perfect mother and father who gives the ample attention she have longed for, the care and love that she always wanted to feel from her "original" parents.

But everything turns out like a dream. Back to real imperfect-ness of life.

Each night she would look forward to visit the "other" world and spend time with her so-called "other" parents.

Not all things which are perfect stays constant, the terminologies "perfect", "perfectness" or "bliss" only applies to dreams, intangible things, or someplace which is beyond our mortal eyes but not for something that is within our reach.

Dreams which gives us perfect notion of the world we are living are traps - deceives and tricks us. Usually we choose to stay in our dreams rather than facing the reality of life - who wouldn't like to live in a world where you can get anything and everything that you have imagined? Sometimes perfection will get something from us in exchange of the pleasure we want to achieve, it can either be something important to us, our own dreams or even our life.

This is the reality of life, it is full of imperfections, chaos and disparities but no matter how it was - that's life! It's just how it was - it is on how you deal with it, how you face it and how you struggle in order to survive. Just like how the old fellas tells us: "Live your life. Struggle, fight in order to survive and succeed."

Dreams must come and go. There is nothing wrong with dreaming a perfect life, an ideal world to live in - it is a form of inspiration and motivation for us. But living inside our dreams and not making it into reality is something which can cause some trouble(s).# -PTC

Facebook Badge