theouttakes: 2011

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

I'll make my mom proud!

Last 2008, I left high school then I entered college. I entered the historical Arch of the Centuries - the mark of my Thomasian beginning.

I didn't choose UST to be my school, but it chose me (I guess).

I learned. I grow. I met the best people and made new friends to be kept forever.

This whole college experience molded me to become who I am today and who will I be in the next years.

In March 2012, I'll be graduating from college. It is not the end, but only the beginning... the beginning to the real world.

Hi Mommy! This is all for you, thank you for everything. For the hard and long hours of works and for raising me and my sister alone. I love you! :* See you in March, huh?

Thank you Lord, for all the provisions, blessings and guidance! :)

Toga shot (UNEDITED)

Formal shot (UNEDITED)

BOHOL: From pure thesis to a great experience

Last October 17-20, 2011, I together with my thesis-mates/friends went to Bohol for our thesis. Yung halos ilang buwan na plano (palit dito, palit doon), natapos ng apat na araw. From a pure thesis plan then came a lifetime to remember experience not just from the people we have encountered but also to the place - it is truly a wonder that we live in the Philippines having much to be proud of!

Chapter 5 [Data gathering] we're done with you! Analysis on the process. We can do this! :)

Acknowledgments: Dejaresco Family and The Bohol Chronicle; Mr. Marianito Jose M. Luspo; Arch. German Torero; Dr. Jemma Jay; Mr. Ludwig Quirog; and Ms. Juvy Lim

Meet the team!
CABRERA, PAMELA T.
CRUZ, ALYSSA ASHLEY M.
JUAN, PEEVI JANNSEN N.
SACLAO, ALEXANDRA MARIE C.
STA. ANA, MAIQUI ROME FRANCIS M.
VICTORIA, DENESSE VZMYN

BOHOL, 2011 ©

Seeking knowledge

OCTOBER 4, 2011: The day I spent to join the Mobile Unit of Virlanie Foundation for my developmental journalism article. I honestly claim that before this day, I used to ignore and stay away from kids living on streets, but this experience changed my whole perspective on them.

Every Mondays, Tuesdays, Wednesday, Fridays and Saturdays the Mobile Unit team composed of a team leader, teachers, a nurse, and a social worker would go to Binondo Plaza (despite the heat) to teach these children who wished to have proper education.

Ms. Marie, the team leader and a modern epitome of Mother Teresa
as she teaches the kids to pray.

© PAMELA T. CABRERA, 2011

Teaching basic literacy and education to children,
but they need more than the basics.

© PAMELA T. CABRERA, 2011

We are indeed in search for new knowledge
everyday.

© PAMELA T. CABRERA, 2011

Education is the most valuable treasure
a parent can impart to their children.

© PAMELA T. CABRERA, 2011

Monday, August 22, 2011

Favorite place to think

© PAMELA CABRERA

Thinking place.

I've always wanted to go back to this place.

Somewhere in Taguig City.

Not far from the civilization and modernity.

Yet, it is a place where there is peace and quiet.

A good lighting for a perfect photo-scape.

A nice atmosphere to think and make your mind at peace.

Away from all the distractions on this world.

Been longing to visit this place again.

Soon. I will. Soon.# -PTC

If it's His will, let it be done

I've been thinking for a while if I'll take Law after graduating from Journalism, my mom wants me to but I'm thinking to work as soon as I graduate. I've been praying for it - for the answers and signs that God might provide in order for me to make my decision upon this matter. But I never expected that His answers will come very soon (the least I expected it).

Last Sunday (August 21, 2011) during our service in our church I asked God for answers whether I'll take Law or not, I asked Him to give me signs for my decision to make. I even talked about my mom that night what school is best to take Law courses - she suggested some but I am still undecided about it.

Yesterday (August 22, 2011) our original room was at Room 112 for our Ethics class then it was moved in Room 201 since we will be watching a movie. As soon as I stepped inside the room, I saw a note on the left side of the whiteboard regarding the Law School Forum on Thursday and Mock Exam on Saturday at ATENEO. I considered this as a "coincidence", an accident then I thought I need more signs - "other" sign I guess.

During the latter part of our Broadcast Journalism class, the Journalism President went in our room give an announcement. *goosebumps* it was again about the Law School Forum which will take part on Thursday and person/s interested needs to sign-up for the said event. Again *GOOSEBUMPS*. Is this it? Is this the "other" sign am waiting for? It's kinda weird because the answers and signs am asking came quickly to my surprise.

Without hesitations, I signed to attend the event.

I told my mom as soon as I got home about what happened. She's happy about it and started checking some Law Schools - San Beda College and UP Diliman. We have agreed that I'll be a working student by then, I'll be the one to support my allowance thus my tuition will be shouldered by my mom.

I don't know why God gave me all this answers, I know it's His will and I believe He has His own purpose why He wants me to do this. I don't know what it is but one thing is for sure: "If it is His will, let it be done".# -PTC

Sunday, August 14, 2011

Creative shot?

I know matagal pa ang October for our official Graduation pictorial schedule. Feeling ko dilemma ng almost lahat is kung ano ang gagawin para sa Creative shot nila. Syempre problema ko din yun and since eto lang yung mga naisip kong idea na madaling mahanapan ng damit (at may damit na rin ako). Help me decide kung ano mas okay! Thank you!

All images I got were from Google search, so random sources of photos lang siya.
Other creative shot ideas are also welcome! :)

#1 COWGIRL

#2 HIPPIE

HIPPIE

HIPPIE/BOHO

CLEOPATRA
(Costume I used during Mr. & Ms. Sapphire way back in HS)

World of dreams, world of trap

Since preliminary exams are over, it's time for some movie marathon! Just watched this afternoon Neil Gaiman's Caroline, now I want to get a copy of his book to actually read it on text.

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Reality has no perfection. There is no such word as "perfection" is fit to describe the world. Everything, everywhere in this world where we actually live has its loopholes, it is only in our dreams we find all things in perfect order - just as how we want it or wished they were.

Just like how the world was perceived in the movie, in a small unit of the community - our family, it is evident how the young lady suffered from being ignored by her own parents. Busy doing their own stuff - sticking their heads on their computers *clack-clack-clack*, tickling on their keyboard keys without even paying attention to what their daughter seeks to them - ATTENTION. A little attention won't harm both parties.

However, a small tiny - a passage towards her ideal world. A perfect world - with a perfect mother and father who gives the ample attention she have longed for, the care and love that she always wanted to feel from her "original" parents.

But everything turns out like a dream. Back to real imperfect-ness of life.

Each night she would look forward to visit the "other" world and spend time with her so-called "other" parents.

Not all things which are perfect stays constant, the terminologies "perfect", "perfectness" or "bliss" only applies to dreams, intangible things, or someplace which is beyond our mortal eyes but not for something that is within our reach.

Dreams which gives us perfect notion of the world we are living are traps - deceives and tricks us. Usually we choose to stay in our dreams rather than facing the reality of life - who wouldn't like to live in a world where you can get anything and everything that you have imagined? Sometimes perfection will get something from us in exchange of the pleasure we want to achieve, it can either be something important to us, our own dreams or even our life.

This is the reality of life, it is full of imperfections, chaos and disparities but no matter how it was - that's life! It's just how it was - it is on how you deal with it, how you face it and how you struggle in order to survive. Just like how the old fellas tells us: "Live your life. Struggle, fight in order to survive and succeed."

Dreams must come and go. There is nothing wrong with dreaming a perfect life, an ideal world to live in - it is a form of inspiration and motivation for us. But living inside our dreams and not making it into reality is something which can cause some trouble(s).# -PTC

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Does this signify anything?

Each time I have my devotions in the morning then afterwards I go back to sleep, I would always dream about fighting against bad spirits.

Not like the ghost busters. But what's weird is that before when I dream about those stuff I tend to get scared, I feel helpless when I'm in my dream. But now, I always speak 5 powerful words to drive those evil spirits away - "In the name of Jesus". I am not sure what this means to me? But am pretty sure it does have something to do with my life and what God wants me to do, I just don't know what it really is.

Let me tell you the two circumstances I'm talking about:

First was two weeks ago, I woke up very early for my morning devotion - 'twas about the Temptation of Jesus in Matthew. After reading the text, I had my quality time with God then I went back to sleep since my class is at the afternoon. Then came my dream, I was in my school (not sure if it was the Rizal Conference Hall, but it looks like an auditorium) and it was at night. I cannot recall the whole scenario but what I remember was there's an evil spirit. I wasn't scared that time but what surprises me was I said the 5 powerful words aloud to make it go away.

Second was this morning. Again I woke up early for my devotion - this time it was about Love (loving your neighbors and enemies) and again it was at the book of Matthew. Just like before I went back to sleep since classes are suspended today (Yeeeaaay!). Then came my dream again, this time I was in my room fixing stuff and when I was about to get a pillow under my bed I saw a hand. Bravely, I asked my sister to help me move the bed, then I saw a child she's like chanting something then suddenly she sings "Jesus, You're my firm foundation". I asked her who she was and she started screaming, scratching her face and ran. We caught her by our TV table, I started praying for her and again saying the 5 powerful words to drive what's inside her away. I started crying 'coz I saw the pain of the child but I stand firm and continued with what I'm doing.

Where does this lead me?

Before I always dreamed about children. I was protecting them from an evil creature. Then this dreams came again, this time I am braver and I know what to do and what to say against those.

What does this mean to me? I don't know if dreams do manifest something - a message from God? A warning? Or calling?

I don't know, but I have to find it out soon. I must.# -PTC

Sunday, June 19, 2011

It's easy to say hello but hard to bid farewell

The sky's gloomy with isolated rain showers, it was a cold Monday morning. Can you imagine how hard it is to wake up very early for an early call time? No, it is not because I got an early class schedule but to take part in the tour of the Faculty of Arts and Letters' freshies - more particularly the new breeds of AB journalism students.

For a quick recap, way back in 2008 I was also a freshmen. Fear, excitement, confusion, shock and happiness filled my spirit. Yes, it was almost 4 years ago that I first went through the Arch of the Centuries and entered my respective building - the St. Raymund's which became my second home, the concrete and structural pillar of my learning.

Seeing their fresh faces, I once remembered what, who and how was I during my freshmen days. Of course, we also experienced the campus tour but I never imagined that 4 years ago we were the ones toured by our ates and kuyas from the journalism society in the 4 corners of the university; now I'll be the one doing the tour for the freshmen.

The rain didn't stop us for conducting the activity. We pushed it through just like it was planned.

Smiles on their faces. Strange looks. Unfamiliar actions and reactions. Some were timid and tamed, and there were also hyperactive ones.

Noticing some familiar actions during the tour - enjoying, ranting because of the heat and curiosity brings back the memories during our very own campus tour. Thinking you'll never learn something from the tour? Think again, it will help you a lot for knowing the reputation and history of your own university.

Contrary to the ecstatic and exciting feel of the freshmen I was with. I somehow felt differently aside from enjoying the company and the whole tour - the feeling of realizing that it was really my last year in UST, in AB, in the journalism academe. Adding to the feel, addressing us "seniors" - "ate" and "kuya".

Do you know how hard it is to imagine that 4 years ago you entered the historical Arch of the Centuries - welcoming you as a Thomasian then now you will realize soon (with God's grace) you'll be exiting the same arch and finally graduate?

I again looked at their faces, their actions, their smiles, their excitement then I said to myself: "I was once like you guys, soon you'll also be like us. Grown and mature. Now, you're saying hello and welcoming the institution you are currently with, but years from now you will also say goodbye."

True, it's a lot easier to say hello to something or someone but hard to leave and say farewell.

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Freshies, enjoy every minute in UST. Don't miss the fun and the learning, more years (trials, stress and pressures) to come. Beware but be strong!

Seniors, this is the last shot, the last academic year. Thesis - yeah we can fell it now. Enjoy every minute inside the university - make the most and the best!# -PTC

Dr. Jose Rizal could be YOU!

Man of our history, our national hero

Man of the Philippine history.

Man full of mysteries.

A son and brother.

A student and teacher.

Writer, doctor and fighter.

A lover and a friend.

Once was a traveler, believer

and a dreamer.

The eye-opener against colonialism.

He's our national hero.

The root of our pride.

Of our freedom.

And our liberty.

He is Dr. Jose P. Rizal, on his 150th year.

Cheers to his heroism!

Challenge to the new breed of heroes and Rizal-like young ones!

You don't need to be named as Rizal or Jose to be one.

Young generation in your own ways, can also be a hero,

and make a change in the society.# -PTC

Sunday, June 12, 2011

© PAMELA CABRERA

National mark, symbol of freedom

Freedom to choose, Freedom to reject.

Freedom to speak. Freedom to be silent.

Freedom to live. Freedom to give life.

Freedom to share. Freedom to inspire.

This is the mark of our freedom.

The start of our independence.

To have our own identity.

To live, be recognized and to die as a Pinoy.

Am a proud one, are you?

Happy Independence Day, Philippines!

Mabuhay PINOYs - NOYPIs!# -PTC

Thursday, June 2, 2011

What can you say about the Aquino administration? Do you believe that things would be better with another administration?

No comment, his administration is somehow on its first phase. More years, issues and social problems will be faced for it to be compared as better or worse. :)

Got questions for me? C'mon spill it out.

Monday, May 30, 2011

Recent game (either in desktop, laptop or phone) na kinaadikan mo. :)

Sims 3, as always. :)

Got questions for me? C'mon spill it out.

Do you live more in the past or the present?

Present.

Got questions for me? C'mon spill it out.

Sunday, May 29, 2011

LIbingan ng mga bayani

© PAMELA CABRERA

Place of peace.

© PAMELA CABRERA

Place full of white cross.

All worth remembering.

Their once greatness.

Their once heroic deeds.

Their once contribution to the society.# -PTC

Life's a struggle

© PAMELA CABRERA

Life's a struggle. Striving to survive.

There are no shortcuts in life.

Trials.

Challenges.

Hardships.

All were ingredients to make a man strong.

Everybody's struggling for survival.

Working hard for their living.

This is the reality of life.

Whether you like it or not.

Coping is the best solution.

From struggles then comes success.# -PTC

SUMMER 2011

© PAMELA CABRERA

Reddish sky. Warm winds. Beautiful sight.

Summer has ended...

Great experiences. New learnings.

Teachers/mentors who taught you things you don't know.

New-found friends you'll never forget.

And here comes the rainy season...

School will begin in about a week.

New subjects, professors and trials to face.

Senior year here we come!

Two more semesters to go and we're off to the real world.# -PTC

'twas just a dream

I went inside a huge candy corner store in the middle of a beach, I don't know why it's there in the first place. A man approached and I ask him that I am looking for a Nerds candy, he replied they have 10 different kinds of Nerds inside the store. I checked it out and bought one.

When I was about to buy the candy, another man went inside the store and it was Mr. Jericho Rosales. Yeah I know he's a beach-type of guy so I wasn't that surprised that he was there. But inside the candy store? That was weird.

He also bought the same candy that I have. Okay, another weird thing.

I don't know but it started our conversation. I wasn't that gaga, fan girl type when I saw him. I was casual, as if he's just a normal human being. Well he is a normal human being, only the fact that he's one of the most-sought actors in the Philippines. And did I mention, I have a huge crush on him! Not obsession or whatsoever, I just admire him.

We talked and talked all through out the scene like normal persons. No showbiz, no issues or intrigues, just me and him. We were at the beach front, how romantic was that?

Then suddenly I heard voices and shakes over my body. It was my mom, trying to wake me up to look after Serena while they were gone for a while. *SIGH*# -PTC

Saturday, May 28, 2011

What's the oldest piece of clothing you still own and wear?

Disney cartoon character shirts from Disneyland. :3

Got questions for me? C'mon spill it out.

When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?

I always tell my mom "Pregnant-tician" when I was a kid but now I know it's OB-GYN :)

Got questions for me? C'mon spill it out.

If you could date any celebrity, who would it be?

Justin Timberlake :3 <3

Got questions for me? C'mon spill it out.

pam....i've had the biggest crush on you for awhile! i don't go on here a lot. but please message me on www.findersingle.com under the username "wishfulthinker". please don't get all weird. =)

Oh really? Uhmmmmm. HAHAHAAHHAHAHAHA!

Got questions for me? C'mon spill it out.

If you were God, how would you transmit or let people know your message?

I'll send love letters to them. :)

Got questions for me? C'mon spill it out.

need ba ng visa pagpupunta ka ng taiwan?

Yes.

Got questions for me? C'mon spill it out.

summer's about to end. what are you planning now? :)

Rest, bonding with friends and family. :)

Got questions for me? C'mon spill it out.

end of summer sure is coming. any last minute vacation?

Probably, bonding with my friends. I wasn't able to find time to do that this summer because of OJT :D

Got questions for me? C'mon spill it out.

follow me on twitter! :) randomramones :)

Followed you already! :)

Got questions for me? C'mon spill it out.

What have you wanted to do for years but haven't gotten around to yet?

Mountain trekking. :3

Got questions for me? C'mon spill it out.

Monday, February 7, 2011

I heard the sound of a creaking object then I started to shiver

Rusting irons. Creaking sound. It's funny to see on a Saturday morning an old, empty, and rusty swing which I can remember should be full of children playing. I said to myself: "is this how the technology ate the mindset and youthfulness of this generation?"

Then I sat down and tried to enjoy myself with the cold breeze and the beautiful sunlight as they hit my face gently.

Photo taken using a Nikon FM-30 loaded with Kodak Gold 100

PAMELA CABRERA (TheAuthor)

Swing-swing. Rusted irons - almost forgotten.

© Rusted Swing by Pamela Cabrera

Cat in a bunch

Looking for a nice surprise this coming heart's day? Why not try this cool idea - Cat in a bunch. Just buy a bouquet of flowers and put a cat in the middle, now let's see the happy reaction of surprise from your love ones.

Shot at Dangwa.

Photo taken using a Nikon FM-30 camera loaded with Kodak Gold 100.

PAMELA CABRERA (TheAuthor)

Cat in a bunch.

© Cat in bunch by Pamela Cabrera

Turning back time

Nobody said that bubbles should only be played by children while taking their morning bath. As people ages, childhood memories will never be forgotten. Yes, it can be hidden beneath our maturity but it will never fade. We're a child - child at heart.

Photo taken using a Nikon FM-30 camera loaded with Kodak Gold 100

PAMELA CABRERA (TheAuthor)

In awe of the happy childhood memories

© Blowing Bubbles by Pamela Cabrera

Model: Gaia Reyoca

I play with bubbles before and now, and they never fail to make me happy.

© Blowing Bubbles by Pamela Cabrera

Model: Gaia Reyoca

Sunday, February 6, 2011

HAPPY TIMES!

January 31, 2011
Timezone, SM San Lazaro

Good times with mi lovess! We won the jackpot ticket prize at Deal or No Deal game.
More happy times with y'all!
Alexandra Marie Saclao - we missed you :( next time, 'kay? :*

Saturday, January 29, 2011

When we sat down to rest.

My partner and I sat down in front of the Main building after we finished doing our dream shot. I took out a nikon F3030727 camera loaded with Kodak Ultima 100 film. Focused it on top of the Main building, I took a shot and this is the result. I love how the clouds worked with this shot.

PAMELA T. CABRERA (TheAuthor)

The Tria Haec on top of the University of Santo Tomas Main Building.

We cheer "GO USTE!" on its 400th year!

The sky is blue, the sun rises and shines in celebration of UST's 400th year. Indeed, the weather is fine. The crowd is full of energy and very excited to march along the streets of Espana, Morayta, and Mendiola to cheer "GO USTE!".

PAMELA T. CABRERA (TheAuthor)

From the College of Science in their Vietnam costumes.

They wer the only ones who danced all through out the parade.

From the College of Tourism and Hospitality Management in their Mardi Gras inspired costumes.

Beautiful ladies from the College of Tourism and Hospitality Management.

Some Japanese tiger fellow who obviously shows that he supports UST.

The yellow color was very striking that day.

From the Faculty of Medicine and Surgery.

They were the seminarians, but that day they're out of their shells.

They cheered loudly as they enter the Espana gate.

Lovely people in the floats.

Quadricentennial Thomasian Ideal Personalities.

Retro is L-O-V-E.

They got FUNKY yet COOL.

They cheered, they were very happy and it was overwhelming.

Sunday, January 9, 2011

U.P. IKOT

Entry for our phtojourn plate #2. As you can see all the photos were taken at U.P. Diliman Quezon City, we really love to go back to that place and witness the wonderful sunlight at the Sunken Garden.

Theme: The 5 Rules of Composition
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PAMELA CABRERA (TheAuthor)